I feel horrible for the way I treated a boy who liked me a long time ago.
I’m just so intimidated by rich kids. I don’t know why. They make me uncomfortable. I’ve dealt with them at dozens of social functions, camps, seminars, and other things, but I’m still afraid of them. I don’t know why.
Anyway, a rich boy liked me a lot and I sort of tried to ignore him. I was kind of dismissive and quiet (most of the time, anyway.) to everyone who talked to me at that place but particularly him because I remember someone telling me he liked me. He always tried to sit next to me and talk to me. I feel bad that I was so cruel to him, and if I could see him now, I would be as nice as possible, not only out of sympathy, but true wanting to try and compensate for my negativity.