I was a virgin until I was a freshman in college, i’ve lied to my closest friends about losing my virginity. I’m too ashamed to tell even my best friend of 8 years. I was so drunk I went home with this guy I’d known from my highschool and had sex in his bathroom with his roommate, and then had sex with him.
I’ve never been able to forgive myself. I feel sick everytime I think about it.