I secretly want to see real people having sex. I don’t know where this voyeuristic streak come from. I used to have a roommate that had pretty loud and annoying sex and I hated it. But I have a strange compulsion to see or hear my friend/roommate having sex with her boyfriend. When I’m out in living room watching tv, I sometimes turn down the volume when I suspect that they’re doing it and even fantasize about going out on the balcony and peering inside her bedroom window.