I have this thing, where I can only date guys who have had sex. I’m a virgin, so most people would think that I would want a guy who is to or something. But I dont want my first time to be weird or akward- I want the guy to know what hes doing and take control of the situation. I’m not submissive in real life so people wouldnt think that I would be in bed, but i know I would be. Anyways, theres this guy I REALLY like, and I just found out hes a virgin. So um, im really in a bind because I cant figure out what I wanna do. Part of me says your being stuoid, but the other part says that the sex would suck- which is where it would eventually go ( or else there isnt really a point, right). I almost wish he would just go do some whore so I could get over this. UGH.
