i feel really bad. i have past, present, and future love interests all colliding at once in my life. the past was perfect, but now i could care less about her. she keeps bothering me and wants to be together again, sort of how i used to do with us, but after so many times i just don’t want to bother anymore. my present lover is fine for now, but not someone i want to spend my life with. my future lover is someone who really blows my mind. we have so much in common and she really is someone i thought i would never find. i almost wish i could just drop everything to be with her, but too many other parts of my life are holding me back.
