I can’t stop reading these.
but I have a few confessions of my own:
I don’t like my stepdad … he’s too affectionate towards me, is that a horrible reason not to like someone who I’ve known since i was 9. I’m 18 now.
there was this one guy who I was not counting on liking. I met him at a party where I was more attracted to one of his friends and not him. but it was he who quickly made me see that I picked the wrong guy and my feelings turned towards him. we talked a lot and hung out a bit and I mean I really started liking him. turns out he didnt feel the same and that drives me CRAZY. I don’t know if I really liked him, maybe I’m just really bitter that he didnt like me back. somewhere along the line he hurt my ego so I think I’m still in a way holding on to him because I can not deal with the fact of someone turning me down, I was supposed to turn him down. I have a problem with guys rejecting me. I’m so insecure that it kills me inside. I act strong but I know I’m not.
I haven’t really talked to one of my best friends in over a month and I feel guilty for that.
I kissed a boy who I knew had a girlfriend less than two weeks ago. He lives over 3 hours away and I still want to talk to him, I have plans to see him next month and the fact that he has a girlfriend does not seem to bother me. I really think I’m not that great of a person. Maybe it doesn’t bother me because I know nothing will come of me and him.
I have an issue with good gossip. I can’t help spreading it.