I hate the fact that she’s so perfect about everything. Brilliant, well-spoken, polite, but unruly, though she never crosses the line into vulgarity. And the fact that the guy I felt something toward found her attractive. Maybe he only got with me because I look and sound, along with apparently act like her too. He stopped getting with me and now, I feel so stupid. I don’t get it. I’m not the watered down version of her. It’s disappointing. I just… can’t get past the fact that she’s better at me than everything, and I mean everything, that I do.
