My ex treated me like crap, he was 16 years older than me and that was part of the attraction. We split up 3 years ago and I’m now settled with someone else at the other end of the country. We’ve got a house together and he treats me well. Yet nearly every day I think about the ex who treated me badly, and wonder what he’s doing, and wonder if he thinks of me too. I thought I was over him but sometimes I suspect I’m not. I think it’s because of the way we broke up — we had a drunken argument and I walked away and never saw him again. I know I’ll probably never see him again cos I live somewhere else now. That’s quite gutting because I’d love to see him one more time even if it was just to find out what happened back then, and why. Also to rub it in that I’m with a great gorgeous guy now who treats me well, and doing really well with a great job and a big house, compared to when I knew him when I was 22 still living at home with a crappy job. I know he’s probably a drunken old waster who can’t hold down a decent woman and is probably with some old hag. Yet I still think of him and long to see him. I’m pathetic aren’t I?
