I’m 33. I haven’t dated anybody in five years. My family and I don’t talk much. The only friends I have here in town are married and never go out. I’m unemployed. I never have enough money to keep myself and my cat fed properly. I’m undergoing complications from diabetes and I can’t afford medical treatment. I’m getting old, am ugly and fat, and I don’t see how anybody can ever love me.
I feel like a complete loser.
I want to die.