I confess:
- i tried to kill my brother by getting into a car wreck. he had forced me to suck his cock the night before.
- i have had more sex partners than i can remember. i lost count around 55.
- i’ve been sexually abused by 4 different people. but my memory plays tricks on me… sometimes what happened is clear, sometimes it isn’t. worst of all, i find myself wishing i was a kid so that i could be raped again, or that i was a man so that i could rape a little girl.
- i’ve cheated on my very loving and supportive boyfriend many times. not always sex, but i consider any sexual contact cheating.
- half the time i think i’m better than everyone else, the other half i feel like i don’t deserve to be loved at all.
- i want to kill my mother. slowly.
- i was pretty seriously involved in drug trafficking for a while.
- i got my friend hooked on drugs.
- i worked as a stripper for a while, but i also gave blowjobs for money.