I am 21 years old, live alone, and I fear my complete lack of hope in the belief in love will destroy me. I lost the belief about 10 months ago, and still feel numb inside. I wanted so much to be a part of someone else’s life. But I soon learned that her love for me was a lie, a ploy to rid herself of the life she led before. And now, I am empty inside and cannot let go of the desire to never fall in love again. But I also feel so alone that I pray someone might love me one day. Though I fear I will always question it. Lost…
