I run cross country and track at my highschool, and we went on a break from running because the track season has ended. We’ll start running again in about a week, but i can’t help but feel like i am getting fatter and fatter. I used to be fat, but running helped me lose a LOT of weight. I’m really skinny now, but i just can’t help feeling insecure about my body. During class i look down at my arms and “see” curves of fat that didn’t just to be there, or when i look at myself in a car i get disgusted. I think most of it is psychological, but i can’t help but freak out about my body and blame it for the reason that i don’t get any girls.
