My fiance is not the one for me. But i’m not doing anything to break it off, so that his feelings are not hurt so much.
I constantly hope that he would hit me or cheat on me but he just loves me too fucking much, why is he so perfect.
I constantly check out other guys at college, yet they all have a great resemblence to him, just not so fat! Why is he so self-absorbed…
Now we’re engaged and i still have no desire to tell him that wen i say “i love you” im really only lying because i love the things he buys me.
I want to travel and get away, but he just wants to sit here and never work…i work like soo many hrs every week but i have bills coming out of my ears so i never have any god damned money.
i just want to grab one of the young hotties from college and take him into a spare room and fuck his brains out.
why do i complicate my life???